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Hypnosis, etc, Update
Oct. 18th, 2012 07:55 pm So I stopped doing the hypnosis thing because it was forcing my mind to seeing myself as the catlike only and was inhibiting whatever it is type of shifting I /do/ experience. It was an interesting little experience and I enjoyed it and feel like there might still be more there to find but not sure what yet. Backburner for this!
Tarot/Divination-ing is going well! Done readings for the Skypefriends and a person on tumblr. The reactions from everyone were positive, even though it was a new divination system or my first time at reading intuitively. The new divination system was with all the unique cards (no repeats) from my two Xeko decks. If they ever do a reprint, or I find people to play with I might reseparate them but for now they are working rather well as a, slightly harsh/snarky/blunt, divination deck. The actual Tarot deck I have I read intuitively but I think it went well, although it took some time to figure out what the crap the cards were trying to say.
Emotional stuff is going better. Not perfect, ever, never, but better. Crypt helps, as always.
I have discovered Urban Witchcraft and a practitioner thereof on Tumblr who is willing to guide/teach me a bit. I felt a major epiphany when I was reading their writings about it all. Much like when I was reading the Bioregional Animism description for the first time. They are two aspects of the same coin and really Urban Witchcraft as I am learning it /is/ bioregional animism. The City I live in is a huge part of my bioregion and to not honor it would be Not Cool. So. Getting to know my City, the layout, the places, the rhythms.
Spells! Have not done any...still. Want to. Scared I'll mess up whatever it is I might be doing subconsciously/messing with my luck/ pissing off whatever/Whoever is Helping Me. Divination might be in order here, didn't think to ask. Noted.
Been offering things to House Spirit again/still. Every week, but I've started to worry about what will happen to it when we move out, I don't want to abandon it here but I don't think it can move with me? I suppose its just part of life? I don't know. I'm just going to keep fostering whatever relationship I can and take things as they come.
Writing! NaNo is approaching and I was excited but then not. I've decided to try and write something for this Otherkin Romance Anthology that is going to be published. Published. In print. Paper. Me, maybe? And I get money for it if they accept it. Buts that's not really the cool part. So far I think I'm writing about a lesbian Dryadkin/songbirdkin pair. There are other options. Thanks to tumblr >.> I still want to write about the others but this pair came with a somewhat plot.
So yup. That's my life? The part that's interesting?
Tarot/Divination-ing is going well! Done readings for the Skypefriends and a person on tumblr. The reactions from everyone were positive, even though it was a new divination system or my first time at reading intuitively. The new divination system was with all the unique cards (no repeats) from my two Xeko decks. If they ever do a reprint, or I find people to play with I might reseparate them but for now they are working rather well as a, slightly harsh/snarky/blunt, divination deck. The actual Tarot deck I have I read intuitively but I think it went well, although it took some time to figure out what the crap the cards were trying to say.
Emotional stuff is going better. Not perfect, ever, never, but better. Crypt helps, as always.
I have discovered Urban Witchcraft and a practitioner thereof on Tumblr who is willing to guide/teach me a bit. I felt a major epiphany when I was reading their writings about it all. Much like when I was reading the Bioregional Animism description for the first time. They are two aspects of the same coin and really Urban Witchcraft as I am learning it /is/ bioregional animism. The City I live in is a huge part of my bioregion and to not honor it would be Not Cool. So. Getting to know my City, the layout, the places, the rhythms.
Spells! Have not done any...still. Want to. Scared I'll mess up whatever it is I might be doing subconsciously/messing with my luck/ pissing off whatever/Whoever is Helping Me. Divination might be in order here, didn't think to ask. Noted.
Been offering things to House Spirit again/still. Every week, but I've started to worry about what will happen to it when we move out, I don't want to abandon it here but I don't think it can move with me? I suppose its just part of life? I don't know. I'm just going to keep fostering whatever relationship I can and take things as they come.
Writing! NaNo is approaching and I was excited but then not. I've decided to try and write something for this Otherkin Romance Anthology that is going to be published. Published. In print. Paper. Me, maybe? And I get money for it if they accept it. Buts that's not really the cool part. So far I think I'm writing about a lesbian Dryadkin/songbirdkin pair. There are other options. Thanks to tumblr >.> I still want to write about the others but this pair came with a somewhat plot.
So yup. That's my life? The part that's interesting?
